love me but dont oppress me....

and we are always hurt by those whom we love the most in this world....

this is a sad reality...

i wish i could close my eyes and believe that it never happened....

for i feel that i have been placed in a golden cage that is beautiful....but it is infact a cage....!!!!!!

you cannot love someone and expect that u have bought them....u will hurt them and they will not speak...you give them pain and they will not shed a tear... it never happens... :(

like weathers...people change..!!!!!!

sometimes we sacrifice the whole world for a single person...but...time so changes that one day that person leaves u alone....and u are again left alone in the world....having no one with whom u can talk your heart....and with whom u can share ur joys....ur tears....sometimes we wait for the right person....whole life and we get to know that they never exist....they never did and they never will....and let me tell u...it seriously hurts....painfully :(

hmmmmmm..........!!!!!!!!!!
iam feeling so down......
im feeling like iam surrounded by lots of regrets.......
i feel iam not there where iam supposed to be....
this is not what i deserve????? i deserve much more than this...!!!!!!
more love....
more respect....
more happiness....
more loving people....!!!!!!!
but
alas!!!!!
i can not turn back time......
and i can not move on......
i am sad with darkness all around me....

                                          zindagi khaak na thee khaak uratey guzri.....!!!!!

zindagi kuch ligon k liye kitni mushkil hoti hey, wo saari zindagi mushkilaat ka samna kartey hain mgr unko kuch hasil nai hota...
jab k kuch log bagair kisi mehnat k, zindagi ki hr aasaish hasil kr lete hain....

muje kbi kbi afsos hota hey un logon ki zindagi pey, jinko khuda ne sab kuch de rakkha hey, or wo uska shukr ada nai krtey, na he apne rab k agay kbi  jhuktey hain, kyunki unki koi hajat nai hoti....!!!!! wo samajhtey hain k unkey pas hr cheez mojood hey or kbi kuch chaiye bhi hoga tou apni dolat or taqat k balbotay pe hasil kr lein ge...
mgar, mey shukr krti hun khuda ka us sb k liye jo us ne muje diya or uske liye bhi jo muje na dia, kyunki shayad yehi cheez muje apne rab se jorey huay hey, shayad yehi ek cheez hey jo zindagi mey sabse ehm hey, or wo hey apka apne rab se talluq
alhamdulillah !!!!!!

uljhan :(

kbi kbi zindagi bht khali si mehsoos honey lgti hey, laakh mosam acha ho, laakh khushyan aas paas hon, phir bhi esa lgta hey k jese aap dunya mey tanha hain or apke aas pas jo log hain wo apko qabool nai krtey, apko nai samajhtey....!!!! muje bht afsos hota hey. mey apne asool nai chor sakti or kbi kbi is trah logon k beech rehna mere liye mushkil ho jata hey, kya karun kya na karun samajh nai ata...!!!!

mohabbat ek esa jazba hey....jo unch neech, rang nasal, umar, har qaid se azaad hey... jb insaan kisi se mohabbat kerta hey tou usko apna sab kuch man bethta hey....usey hr soorat mey qabool krta hey uski hr khami ko, kami ko.... nazar andaaz ker k uski khubiyon  pe nazar dalta hey....mgr afsos k is jazbey ki aj k dor mey koi hasiyat nai....ap jiski her khoobi nazar andaaz kr k us sey be-los mohabbat kertey ho wohi shaks ap ko apki her khaami dikhata hey apki her khoobi ko nazar andaaz ker deta hey, apka wajood mitti taley rond deta hey, phir zindagi se aitbaar uth jata hey....or insaan ki jeenay ki khaish khtm ho jati hey....!!!!!

zindagi bht ajeeb hey......canvas ki trha or khuda ney isey beshumaaar rangon k saath paint kia hey....hazaron rang hain is mey...khushi bhi iska ek rang hey....gham bhi...haar bhi jeet bhi....paana bhi.... kho dena bhi....in mey se ek rang bhi kam ho jai tou zindagi ki ye painting adhoori hey.....mgr ye baat samjhtey samjhtey zindagi guzar jati hey...!!!!!!!