hmmmmmm..........!!!!!!!!!!
iam feeling so down......
im feeling like iam surrounded by lots of regrets.......
i feel iam not there where iam supposed to be....
this is not what i deserve????? i deserve much more than this...!!!!!!
more love....
more respect....
more happiness....
more loving people....!!!!!!!
but
alas!!!!!
i can not turn back time......
and i can not move on......
i am sad with darkness all around me....

                                          zindagi khaak na thee khaak uratey guzri.....!!!!!

zindagi kuch ligon k liye kitni mushkil hoti hey, wo saari zindagi mushkilaat ka samna kartey hain mgr unko kuch hasil nai hota...
jab k kuch log bagair kisi mehnat k, zindagi ki hr aasaish hasil kr lete hain....

muje kbi kbi afsos hota hey un logon ki zindagi pey, jinko khuda ne sab kuch de rakkha hey, or wo uska shukr ada nai krtey, na he apne rab k agay kbi  jhuktey hain, kyunki unki koi hajat nai hoti....!!!!! wo samajhtey hain k unkey pas hr cheez mojood hey or kbi kuch chaiye bhi hoga tou apni dolat or taqat k balbotay pe hasil kr lein ge...
mgar, mey shukr krti hun khuda ka us sb k liye jo us ne muje diya or uske liye bhi jo muje na dia, kyunki shayad yehi cheez muje apne rab se jorey huay hey, shayad yehi ek cheez hey jo zindagi mey sabse ehm hey, or wo hey apka apne rab se talluq
alhamdulillah !!!!!!

uljhan :(

kbi kbi zindagi bht khali si mehsoos honey lgti hey, laakh mosam acha ho, laakh khushyan aas paas hon, phir bhi esa lgta hey k jese aap dunya mey tanha hain or apke aas pas jo log hain wo apko qabool nai krtey, apko nai samajhtey....!!!! muje bht afsos hota hey. mey apne asool nai chor sakti or kbi kbi is trah logon k beech rehna mere liye mushkil ho jata hey, kya karun kya na karun samajh nai ata...!!!!